So I got the engagement pictures back today. They are cute but I just keep looking at them and I kind of want to cry. Mostly out of frustration with myself. I have a degree in exercise science yet I can't even get myself down to smaller sizes like I want to. I know all there is to know about weight loss and how it is accomplished and what you need to do, yet why can't I follow through with it?
I want the outside me to match the way I feel and I see myself. I never wanted to be that Marshmallow bride, but it looks like that is what I will be turning out to be.
When do I get to see the pictures???
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